S P I N City

my head is dizzy and spinning after having an utterly mix dinner plate of nasi lemak with chicken nugget. i guessed it is not the food but the result of drinking milk after eating a rather heavy dinner. there's no word to describe the current situation inside my stomach. it is all in a chaos operation to digest everything at once. so the head is being sent with confused signal causing it to rock hard inside the brain.

when the world is spinning, we do not feel anything.
but when the head is spinning, i feel weird.
my stomach is weird and so does everything else.
i do not feel like doing anything
cause doing anything does not promise this sense of weirdness to end

listening to music can be calming
but not in this dire situation

watching the tv can be fun
but every show can be very dull at this moment

i keep thinking about one thing
the one thing i could not comprehend
why are the mosquitoes biting me?
even when i thought i have killed every one of them

i think i am alleric to my own perfume
it is not just nay perfume
it is made by versace
ever since i put on the perfume
my nose has not stop dripping
cramping the whole body

should i cry
i have not shep a tear for a very long time
i should not cry now
it is not me

i am me
me is wondering
wondering is you
but
that does not make
me you
or is i am you?
all i know is

i am DIZZY

A c n e

it hurts my eyes to see you appearing on me. it hurts when it is poke. i don't know what makes you appear and keeps appearing. is it because of what i eat? do you appear if you like what i eat or do you appear if you are protesting of what i eat? i eat all sort of things and just don't know what makes you appear. or is it because of what i am feeling. i only feel stress when i see you on me. i am not stress at any other times. is it because of jealousy that you come to me? are you jealous that i am happy and enjoying my life. or is it because of my surroundings? do you like that i have to endure the pollution of the city, each and everyday? i am avoiding all sort of smoke. if anyone is smoking, i will run away. if i am smoking, i will not run away. because i only smoke to feel hot. when i cook i love the smell of what's cooking. so you keep me wandering why do you keep reappearing. i almost lost you but you resurface. i just hope that you will go forever.

Only Time

who can say where the love goes? only time.

midnight last night as i was about to switched off the television, i saw this movies just beginning to play. the beginning of the movie immediately caught my attention thus thwarted any attempt of me going to sleep. it is a movie among which described the utterly romance of Lady Claire and Andre Marek. To Marek, it is a love of first sight. He will always try to save claire who undeniably is in constant trouble with the English soldier. He fought with his life just to save the life a woman he hardly knew. In the end, he chose to leave his life and friends to be with the one woman he love.

health food - never sick again

i got this from a friend who is concern about my health which is not deterioting. it says what to eat to avoid certain health problems, so here i share: (copy and paste, not mine and i am not plagirising, i am really afraid of getting cought as this could be very bad for my future as well as my reputation, i had once been caught in copyright infringement and i had to suffer, i was made to suffer, so this time around, i am declaring that the following is not mine, and i am just sharing without expecting of any profit, it is just to remind me and my readers)

Headaches: Fish (protein)
Fish oil helps to prevent headaches, so does ginger which reduces inflammation and pain

Hayfever: Yoghurt

Strokes: Tea
prevents buildup of fatty deposit on artery walls with regular doses of tea

Insomnia: Honey
as a sedative or tranquilizer

Asthma: Red Onions
helps ease constriction of bronchial tubes

Arthritis: Fish namely salmon, tuna, mackerel and sardines

Upset stomach: Banana - will settle an upset stomach
Ginger - cures morning sickness and nausea

Bladder infections: Cranberry Juice
high acidic contain of cranberry juice can control harmful bacteria

Bones Problems: Pineapple
the manganese of pineapple can prevent bone fractures and osteoprosis

PMS: Cornflakes
reduces depression, anxiety and fatique

Memory Problems: Oysters
supply the much needed zinc

Cough: Hot Red Pepper
has similar substance found in cough syrup

Breast Cancer: Wheat, Bran, Cabbage
help maintain estrogen at healthy levels

Lung Cancer: Orange, Green Vegetable
contains beta-carotene, a form of Vitamin A

Ulceres: Cabbage

Diarrea: Apples with the skin
Let it turns brown first

Clogged Arteries: Avocados
contains mono-unsaturated fat to lower cholestrol

High Blood Pressure: Olive oil, Celery

Blood Sugar Imbalance: Brocolli, Peanuts
contains chromium to regulate insulin and sugar

Funnier Malaysia

today as the world is facing the recesion, the malaysians are proud that the top notch government in the world is following their approach in solving the economic problems in 97/98 money crisis. malaysia refuses to acknowledge that it will be hit the least in this time of economic recession. it is good to have hope and faith. so that we the people will not be panic and sell all out stocks in the stocks market.

it makes me laughing out loud, rolling on the floor laughing to read in the news that the malacca state government has agreed to award the title of datuk to Shah Rukh Khan. the reason given is that SRK has helped in promoting Malacca to the eyes of the world in which somehow the result of that is the appointment of malacca as one of the historic city of the world by the UN(?). Syabas inspector SRK for promoting Malacca, Tun Khalil has been dreaming on saying that to SRK but alas, SRK did not even bother to show up. the following might be the conversation between SRK and his PA.

"Shah Rukh Khan, you have an invitation to Malacca to receive the title of Datuk from the state government"

"Datuk, is it a currency?"

"No, it is just a tittle to acknowledge your contribution .."

"wait a minute, i just have to check on my email"

"SRK, are you going? if you are I need to book you a ticket"

"go kiya where?"

"Malacca"

"Where is that? oopsss I really need to go"

"So I will boook your ticket then?"

"What?? Idiot, i really need to go to the toilet, talk to you later"

"ticket sir?"

SRK has already left, leaving the PA speechless and then forgot totally about it.

Malaysian weather

weather nowadays is unpredictable, but in Malaysia, at this time of the year is a monsoon season. meaning that it will be most likely to rain eveeryday usually in the evening. malaysians feel better at this time of the year since it is colder than the rest of the year. little can be done during this time except to stay at home since the road is slippery and wet therefore the traffic can be very slow at times. worst than that is a total halt at the road due to some traffic accidents. usually the driveers will blame on the condition of the road which is slippery and dangerous. it is rather peculiar to find so many potholes in the road around KL eventhough the same pothole has been covered a few days ealier.

during the rain, it is bad to be driving as well as commuting. for some reason, so many people tend to be on the road or commuting with trains at the same time, eventhough there is no one asking them to be on the move. that is why it is best to stay at home or just not travelling to any destination during the rain.

as the electricity is concern, the demand is slightly lower since most people will not be switching on their air conditioner or at most will be on the very low setting colderness. those people who actually switch on the air cond is trying to be colderthan the rain. or to be colderthan the fish swimming in the sea. or to be colderthan death as he or she is trying to feel what it is like to die as the hope for living is nonchalant. or to be colderthan the other guy because you will not budge from the egoistic feeling of the heart.

Causality Effect

cause and effect

what i did then, and what happened after. 

sometimes, what i think will happen due to my action does not happen in ways that i imagined.

so i learnt from whatever happened due to my actions.

sometimes, i regret, but not all the time. 

sometimes, the bad does not necessarily happened.

sometimes, i am glad that what i imagined does not happened.

that's why we all need to learn from the past.

to learn from the mistakes that we regret.

so that we may do better next time.